Classic Post-The Role of the Unconscious in the Creative Act

            “The notion of the ‘unconscious’ is a source of continuous fascination and threat.  It is fascinating because it signifies something unknown about ourselves that renders us more mysterious and unfathomable than our (often mundane) appearance would suggest.  It is threatening because the absence of consciousness implies to most people an absence of control—the quintessential hazard and indignity.” This quote is from the book Theories of the Unconscious and Theories of the Self by Raphael Stern.

            In addition to the term unconscious, that state of existence beyond the realm of consciousness has been referred to as the sleeping mind, inner world, soul, imagination, spiritual contact, gap, the unknown, and intuitive awareness.

            It is my belief that there is an influence on my personal photography, which is beyond the level of conscious thought.  I have also discovered that this phenomenon has been experienced by others in photography and art.

            The brain and human consciousness has been and continues to be of special interest to the scientific community.  On one side of the spectrum is the recognition of a state called the unconscious, which is clothed in mystery and magic where Sigmund Freud analyzed dreams and Carl Jung spoke of the “collective unconscious.”  At the other end are neuroscientists and cognitive studies experts such as Daniel Dennett and William Calvin, who attempt to explain the operation of the human brain and the mechanics of consciousness.

            Despite numerous theories of the unconscious and recent discoveries into how we think, I have not found a more convincing conclusion than when the English author Thomas DeQuincey (1785-1859) wrote: “The machinery for dreaming planted in the human brain was not planted for nothing.  That faculty, in alliance with the mystery of darkness, is the one great tube through which man communicates with the shadowy.  And the dreaming organ in connection with the heart, the eye and the ear, composes the magnificent apparatus which forces the infinite into the chambers of a human brain, and throws dark reflections from eternities below all life upon the mirrors of that mysterious camera obscura—the sleeping mind.”

            The brain is a fantastic storage instrument with many levels of information capacity.  Genetics certainly play a major role in how our brains are “wired.”  I think the assumption has been that a brain is a brain, and in its basic sense there is little difference in composition between individuals, and that changes occur as we absorb the world from infancy.  But I believe that brains are as different as people’s faces.  Certainly, our individual life experiences impact and define our existence.  Also, trauma to the brain can change everything.  But your brain will seek out, filter, and store things differently than my brain.  The same identical information will not be stored the same for both of us.  Information (which includes experience) is stored at different levels of awareness.  The information at the conscious level is readily available.  At the other extreme are the instinctual life and survival commands, which we do not consciously control or have access to.  In between there are various mixes of information (learned and that imprinted from birth) and levels of recall.

            Now the part that can make this more complicated is the role language plays in this overall picture.  Since language is relatively new in our human evolution and the visual basis of our existence has been with us much longer, the argument can be made that there is stored information which we can translate visually but cannot easily (or perhaps not at all) put into words.  Our visual being is far more advanced than our verbal being.

            Over the years I have discovered a common thread relating to the unconscious running through the work of a number of artists.  Before discussing specific artists I do want to address “surrealism.”  Surrealism was an artistic movement that held the belief that the subconscious was an instrument of expression which combined the world of dream and fantasy with the everyday world.  A means of reuniting the conscious and unconscious worlds. Andre Breton, a poet and critic, addressed the issues in The Surrealist Manifesto in 1924.  His theories stemmed from the writings of Sigmund Freud.  I tend to separate my ideas about the unconscious from the surrealist movement because it is about artists who are not a part of a movement and who don’t make a conscious effort to be unconsciously aware when producing their work.  The process just happens.

            Marcel Duchamp (1887-1968), the notorious painter, constructor, and originator of ready-mades, had a career that intersected with the surreal movement, but he appeared to be too independent to be a part of any specific group. Duchamp spoke of the “esthetic echo.”  In Duchamp, A Biography, Calvin Tomkins writes:  “On several occasions Duchamp was asked to clarify his concept of the “esthetic echo,” which had intrigued the others when he proposed it at the first session.  Works of art could not be understood by the intellect, he maintained, nor could their effect be conveyed in words.  The only valid approach to them was through an emotion that had ‘some analogy with a religious faith or a sexual attraction—an esthetic echo.’  This echo, however, was heard and appreciated by very few people.  It could not be learned—either you had it or you did not—and it had nothing whatsoever to do with taste, which was merely a parroting of established opinion.”

            The spontaneous nature of photography makes it a perfect tool in tapping the unconscious.  The difficulty is in making the right connection between the physical and mental worlds.  Minor White spoke the following in 1959: “I understand very well what Freud meant by the little ‘gap’ in consciousness during the creative act, because when I maintain the mental atmosphere in which revelation can occur, the instants of intuitive grasp always seem to emerge from an element of blank.  Depth psychologists interpret this ‘gap’ or blank as the brief period when the depth mind, which is inarticulate, overrides the articulate surface mind.”  The depth mind cannot verbalize and for the most part the overall experience is a brief and fleeting moment in time.

            Clarence John Laughlin (1905-1985) wrote a great deal about his thoughts on the creative process.  He stated: “My central position, therefore, is one of extreme romanticism—the concept of ‘reality’ as being, innately, mystery and magic; the intuitive awareness of the power of the ‘unknown’—which human beings are afraid to realize, and which none of their religious and intellectual systems can really take into account.  The romanticism revolves upon the feeling that the world is far stranger than we think; that the ‘reality’ we think we know is only a small part of a ‘total reality’; and that the human imagination is the key to this hidden, and more inclusive, ‘reality.’”

            He also wrote:  “You don’t go out to accidentally find something that’s going to make a good picture, but [instead, you find it] in yourself, knowing already what you want to do…at least subconsciously if not consciously; you find the thing in so-called nature or so-called reality which corresponds to this preconceived, this pre-sensitized, concept, which is hidden somewhere in your imagination or subconscious…You go out and find what you are already prepared to see.”

            The last two photographers I want to discuss are Bill Brandt (1904-1983) and Ralph Eugene Meatyard (1925-1972).  Neither photographer wrote much about their images or image making, but in monographs on each person the essayist speaks about the workings of the mind beyond the conscious level in image making.  David Jacobs says of Meatyard: “There are various ways to explain Meatyard’s pervasive silence.  As he developed his distinctive vision in the early 1960‘s—one that centered around the images of his children with props and masks—perhaps the need for self-defining discourse diminished.  Or he may have felt that the images lay beyond his powers of verbal articulation.  And, too, he may not have known himself what some of his images meant or where they came from.”

            The quote by Thomas DeQuincey used earlier was contained in the introduction written by Michael Hiley for Photographs by Bill Brandt: Nudes 1945-80.  Brandt’s images provide one of the best insights into the overall workings of the other-than-conscious level of creative thought.  Hiley writes, “He [Brandt] conveys these ‘messages from another world’ by means of disturbing images which heighten our sense of reality and yet at the same time question it, as they are suffused with an all-pervading sense of otherness.”  Of all the photographers whose images I have seen and especially those who worked with the nude, I feel the closest to Brandt in the origins of our images.  Origins refers to our thinking process, emotional makeup, creative impulses, and other basic instincts.  On a conscious level, I am fascinated by his injection of mystery, the use of light and space, and the ambiguity of narrative content, which provides more room for interpretation.  Hiley also wrote, “Apart from the technical skills and acuteness of vision demanded, Brandt’s ability to explore the subconscious is no ordinary gift.  As DeQuincey says:  ‘Habitually to dream magnificently a man must have a constitutional determination to reverie.”

            One of my first significant influences came not from photography, but from philosophy.  Gaston Bachelard (1884-1962), in The Poetics of Space uses the study of poetry to reach into the depths of man’s imagination.  This is all done in the context of the examination of intimate spaces including the house, shells, nests, and corners.  I certainly can’t do justice to his writings in a short summary, but a passage or two that directly relate to this essay may at the least support my position.  Bachelard writes:  “Later, when I shall have occasion to mention the relation of a new poetic image to an archetype lying dormant in the depths of the unconscious, I shall have to make it understood that this relation is not, properly speaking, a causal one.  The poetic image is not subject to an inner thrust.  It is not an echo of the past.  On the contrary: through the brilliance of an image, the distant past resounds with echoes, and it is hard to know at what depth these echoes will reverberate and die away.”  

            He speaks of how “The poetic image places us at the origin of the speaking being,” and how “the image has touched the depths before it stirs the surface.”  If Bachelard is correct—that the poetic image can stir the origins of our verbal existence—then it makes sense that the photographic image (and the other visual arts) can take us back before our verbal days into our origin of the visual depths.  

            When I photograph, I have always felt the instant I snap the shutter is my most creative moment.  It is the moment that my external vision and internal thought coalesce.  At the conscious level I do communicate with myself about the technical aspects of photography, but my goal is to resolve any of these concerns quickly so that I can fully concentrate on the visual elements before me.  Unexpected and accidental visual discoveries result in my best work.  My approach relies on the serendipitous.  Pre-conceptualization is the least effective for my image making.  I am sure that I am not unique in my approach and that there have been, are, and will continue to be many who create images from the many layers of unconscious thought. Images that defy verbalization.

            The study of conscious and unconscious thought will ultimately lead to discoveries that determine it is not as mysterious as some have maintained nor as scientific as others would like it to be. There will be further findings on how information is stored and retrieved and mappings that pinpoint where certain thought activities occur.  But I also like to think that the brain holds answers to our existence which are undiscoverable and that only through creative moments do we get a glimpse into that area which is beyond conscious thought.

Why Do Some Images Look Better Over Time?

A few weeks ago, during a two-hour photo session, I made 50 digital exposures. After loading the images onto my computer, I made an initial review and selected seven frames that I thought had potential. I ended up working with two of the images and I printed them as final prints. The remaining images did not visually excite me. My selection process does involve some technical considerations (focus, sharpness, etc.) but is based mostly on whether my eye and brain connect with the image. I am always disappointed that I do not have more images that make my final selection but this is normal for me. I always have high hopes.

Several weeks passed and I decided to look through the thumbnails again to see if I may have overlooked any images. A couple of images that had made it to the good pile but didn’t make it to the top looked much better to me. I began working with them and ultimately printed them as final prints.

I have always found that it is better to let some time lapse between snapping the images and reviewing them. Adding some time distance seems to work best for me. I will download digital images or scanned negatives but do not spend much time with them for days and even weeks. The most recent photo session is a good example of why I should not hurry the review process and be patient. The question I ask myself is “Why do I see my images differently after some time passes?”

There are two main areas that I think impacts the image selection process: time and fiscal constraints; and the unconscious.

Time and Money

Photography is expensive and I always had a tight budget. The cost of equipment, photo paper, film, darkroom processing and model fees quickly add up. This forced me to be very critical of the images I selected and how I used my time. Spending a day in the darkroom was a luxury. I was happy to get two finished prints completed after an eight-hour day. Time was valuable. I had a full-time job (not in photography), a part-time adjunct photography teaching position and family responsibilities which did not allow much time for my personal photography.

The Unconscious

Many years ago, I wrote an essay titled: “The Role of the Unconscious in the Creative Act”. I am adding this document as a separate post.

I believe time also plays a role in how our brain perceives and the unconscious processes images. Sometimes an image will connect in a way that we are not aware of. The artist Marcel Duchamp referred to the “aesthetic echo” that reverberates inside the mind. Upon a later viewing of older images with a fresh eye perhaps this “echo” surfaces and connects with the image. 

Conclusion

For me, this is a difficult subject to try to explain and put into words. I may not completely know the how and why as to why images for me improve with time but I know that change occurs. Perhaps the process is like making a good stew. The longer it simmers the better it tastes. The longer an image simmers the better it looks.

Nude with Shadow (image that I initially overlooked) Black and white image taken with Ricoh GR-IV Monochrome with yellow toning added

The Photographers Curse

I was in the middle of a photo session with a model when I realized I had too many cameras and that was having a negative impact on my photo concentration. I was using a digital camera and a film camera and would switch between them. I feel that my photography suffered from this. My original thinking was that working with multiple cameras would give me an advantage and provide a wider selection of good images. It was the opposite result. I would still get an occasional good image but the overall results were disappointing. Flipping between cameras had a negative impact on my visual and mental concentration. My brain would have to recalibrate between digital (color) and film (black and white). Also, when working with a model, the time gap while changing cameras can have a negative impact on the overall flow and rhythm of the session. I had strayed from my personal philosophy of keeping things simple.

For a photographer, photo equipment is obviously necessary but too much equipment can be a photographers curse. It is very easy to get caught up in the equipment trap. You see a new camera and think “if only I had that new camera my photographs would be so much better.” Or you see reviews about the next great camera and you get that itch that you need a new camera. Unless your camera is broken you do not need an expensive new one. Your best photos are created by your eyes and brain.

Many years ago, when I began making photos, there were only film cameras. The big decision as a photographer had to make was what type of film to use.

My first new single lens reflex camera was a Ricoh XR-M with two lenses consisting of a wide-angle (28mm) and a normal lens (50mm). It was an excellent camera and I used it for many years and made some of my best photos with it.

My plan is to go back to my early days and simplify my use of equipment. For a specific photo session, I will make a decision on one camera to use and will have to work within the parameters of that camera. I am also issuing a self-imposed moratorium on purchasing new cameras. Unless I have to replace a broken camera, I have purchased my last camera. For me less will be more in the sense that I hope I can get back into the photo groove I had when I first started my adventures in photography.

Sacrifice to the Giant (Early Photo)

Photographic Slump

I am still in a period of low photographic production. After several rolls of film and dozens of digital images, I had nothing of importance that I found visually interesting. I was so disappointed that I discarded several months of work and decided to start anew. When in a period of non-creativity, the best remedy is to keep taking photos in the hope that something visually creative will surface.  My most recent photo session did result in a couple of images that I am enthusiastic about. At first, I thought the images were not that good and should be trashed but as I looked closer, I became more encouraged and felt that I had something to work with.

When I processed one of the digital images, I ended up with something I didn’t expect. When I saw the final print, the first thing I thought of was the artist Lucian Freud. I immediately retrieved the book Lucian Freud Paintings from my library and noticed some similarities (texture, simple background, an older model) between my print and his paintings.

I use both photographers and painters as a source for inspiration. A few of my favorite photographers include Wynn Bullock, Bill Brandt and Manuel Alvarez Bravo. Painters are Lucian Freud, Balthus and Philip Pearlstein. I did print another very different image from this session that I liked and it was inspired by the painter Alex Katz.

After a fallow period of no acceptable images, I did find a little creative spark which I hope will ignite into a highly productive period of creativity.

If you are in a slump don’t give up, be persistent and keep working. Study the work of other photographers and painters for creative inspiration.

All photos are copyrighted

Adaptation

My previous post was titled “Being an Aging Photographer”. Related to this topic, I just finished reading “Everything is Photograph: A Life of André Kertész” by Patricia Albers. Kertész died in 1985 at the age of 91. He continued to photograph throughout his life and played a major role in the history of photography. His photographic life is inspiring to me. As he aged, he found new ways to adapt as he continued to create his images. An example is that when his vision started to deteriorate and he was not as physically mobile, he started to use a Polaroid SX-70 camera which had auto-focus and provided an instant image which saved him from having to go to a camera shop to get his film developed and printed. He also used view cameras during his career but adopted the Leica after its introduction because it was easy to carry around and great for his style of photography.

Being open to change and adapting to your environment seem to be the keys to a long photographic life. I still use film for a lot of my image making but I also use digital to keep current. My black and white film work is a hybrid process where I develop my own film and digitally scan what I think are the best images. I then digitally process the image and archivally print it on a digital printer. Working with film can be a challenging process but I still like the way that black and white film images look.

I noted in my previous post that it seemed that my camera bag was gaining weight. Of course, in reality it is feeling heavier as I get older. In order to adapt, I recently purchased a Ricoh GR IV monochrome digital camera. This camera only produces black and white images. For me, as I get older, the GR monochrome may be a transition camera from my larger and heavier cameras. I have been impressed with the test shots. I have also been using a vintage Olympus Infinity Stylus Epic film camera which I believe was popular in the 1990’s. This is a compact pocket camera in which I use black and white film. I can carry both cameras together in a small camera bag.

These cameras currently seem to be an excellent combination at this time in my life because of their size and ability to make black and white images. For many and maybe most photographers, these cameras would not be appropriate for the type of images they prefer to make. Each photographer must find what works best for them. That’s one of the great things about photography—it can adapt to many different styles and needs. 

One of my first test images with my Ricoh GR IV monochrome camera.

Olympus Infinity Stylus Epic film camera (blue toned black and white image)

Being an Aging Photographer

I am a photographer who is aging and I have first-hand experience of the changes that occur as you get older. The physical changes are the most obvious but there are related psychological changes. Despite these changes due to aging, I believe we have the ability to adapt to these changes. 

I’ve been a photographer for over 50 years but I did not make my living from photography although I was an adjunct instructor in photography for 14 years. I consider myself a “fine-art” photographer and naturally my experience is from that perspective.

Let’s begin with physical changes as you age. I will address three areas: mobility, strength, and vision. First, I encourage all photographers to exercise and keep in the best condition that is appropriate for them. Start when you are young and keep working at it. I’ve been fortunate that I’ve been able to maintain my health into my 70’s but it is not easy and it does take discipline. I do some form of exercise daily consisting of either walking, running or light weight resistance lifting. You should design a routine that fits your abilities. View it as a lifetime commitment. Despite my exercise routine, I have experienced the impact of aging as it relates to photography.

For my style of photography, I do a lot of squatting and bending. Sometimes I lie of the ground or stand on a step ladder for a better and more interesting angle. I have noticed that I am not as nimble nor as flexible as I was when younger. I can still get up off the floor but it is not a graceful thing. Balance is more challenging now when on a step ladder trying to get that special shot. The solution is to stay upright and stay off ladders. This is easier said than done because the photographer in me does not want to miss a potential image.

I have also recently started to notice the weight of my camera bag on my shoulder. I use a quality camera bag and I don’t carry a lot of equipment but the bag seems to get heavier each year. My primary equipment is a full-frame DSLR and an old fixed lens medium format rangefinder film camera. When I want to lighten the load, I switch to smaller lighter compact cameras but I do compromise some quality and flexibility.

Vision is essential for a photographer and is impacted with age. For many years, I used manual focus cameras and did not need glasses. I started using autofocus cameras when there was some degradation in my vision and I started wearing glasses. Thanks to advances in medical science, conditions like cataracts can be corrected and other eye problems can be treated. In my case, I have an eye with a cloudy cornea caused by a disease. My vision in that eye is very poor and my depth perception is limited. I see the world as flat instead on in 3-D. Perfect for 2-D photography. I recommend that everyone see an ophthalmologist on a regular basis so that potentially serious eyes issues can be detected early and any necessary treatment implemented.

Let’s take a look at psychological changes that can affect an aging photographer. For me, motivation seems to have decreased with age. I don’t have the “gung-ho” attitude that a younger me possessed. I used to feel guilty if I didn’t arrange photo sessions with models on a regular basis and I constantly sought out interesting locations and I was driven to find something worthy to photograph. I worked with models on a frequent basis and spent days in the darkroom processing and printing the negatives. I am still an active photographer but my output, which has always been somewhat limited has been reduced further.

Creativity is another important psychological attribute which can fluctuate throughout your life and that becomes even more elusive with age. It doesn’t disappear but for me the flashes of creativity aren’t as frequent. I have spent a lot of time thinking and writing about creativity over the years. For instance, I wrote the following:

“Creativity is a fickle thing. It comes and goes. It is elusive. As a photographer, I have learned to embrace the times creativity is with me and endure the periods when it is absent. There is no way to predict its emergence or its subsequent submergence back into the murky waters of the mind. Sometimes I do not know when I am in a highly creative period until it is over. Unfortunately, I do know when my creativity goes in hiding. This is when frustration sets in and I wonder if I have lost my ability to create photographs. But even in these times, I will continue to forge ahead and photograph with the hope that something will bubble to the surface. I sometimes wish I knew where creativity went to hide and could recall it with a photographic magic spell.”

As I age, I question my skills and ability as a photographer. I have always had some self-doubt which is probably a normal thing but it seems such thinking increases with age. Are my best days passed? I hope not. I continue to pursue the elusive images and keep hoping there will be a creative breakthrough. Plus, I keep surprising myself with new images which keeps me motivated.

Related to diminished skills is a diminished memory or at least one that does not work as good as it used to. I find as I age that I need to reinforce my memory on camera operation and photographic software usage. I sometimes forget a function on my camera and have to go to the camera manual. Part of this might be due to the overly complicated options available on the modern cameras but I also realize that I cannot recall something that I should know. The same goes for computer photo processing programs. I find that I have to keep my workflow streamlined and simple. I may not be using the latest digital techniques but I still produce excellent prints.

As an aging photographer, adaptation is essential. I still like to use film but I do not print in a darkroom. My solution is that I develop film in a bathroom and then digitally scan the negatives and finally digitally process the scanned images and print them on a digital printer.

Aging is a fact of life. I have tried to address some of the changes that I have been facing as a photographer. On the physical side, I highlighted mobility, strength and vision. On the psychological side, I focused on motivation, creativity, self-doubt and memory.

I think that by recognizing your limitations you can make adjustments and adapt to these changes. Photography can be beneficial to you both physically and psychologically. There is no reason you cannot experience a rewarding photography experience throughout your lifetime. Keeping a positive attitude is essential and creating exceptional images is the goal.

“Nude Behind Screen” All images copyrighted

Why Do I Photograph Nudes?

“The nude is for the artist what love is for the poet.”

                                    Quote is attributed to Paul Valéry

“The camera can represent flesh so superbly that, if I dared, I would never photograph a figure without asking that figure to take its clothes off.”

                                    Bernard Shaw

Over time, I have developed personal issues with the word’s nude and naked because of the negativity, the social/political attempts at censorship and the conservative rights attempt to associate any form of nudity with pornography. Therefore, I have adopted “without clothes” because it is simply descriptive and removes some of the connotations that nude and naked conjure up in peoples’ minds. Unfortunately, the term nude cannot be totally ignored because it is so culturally established and has been widely used for centuries. Therefore, I will use the term “nude” for this essay.

Why do I photograph nudes?

For me, it is the life blood of my photography and has been for over 50 years.

For me, it is a form of inspiration and personal artistic expression.

For me, the nude is timeless.

For me, the nude represents life and human existence.

For me, the nude is curves, shapes and infinite forms.

The nude is provocative…textural…expressive…beautiful…earthy…erotic

…controversial…surprising…historical…

A Trick of My Mind

The mind plays games. As I have aged, I look back on my earlier work (years and decades ago) and question whether it was me who made the photographs and wrote the essays. They seem to have been made by a more talented photographer and writer. These thoughts got stirred up while I was looking through a book that I made in 1998 called “Subconscious Perceptions”. 

The book consisted of an opening statement and an essay adapted from my MFA thesis titled “The Role of the Unconscious in the Creative Act”. The photographs have an overlaying sheet of vellum that contains a quote related to the unconscious. I hired a graphic designer to create the vellum overlays, the title page and to typeset the printed pages. When I view the book today, I am amazed by the effectiveness of the combination of words and images. Unfortunately, I could not find anyone interested in publishing the book.

I write better than I talk. I am a visual person. When I write, I prefer to use paper and pen. I can see my written work. When I talk, my words are unseen and invisible to my visual brain.

When looking back at my work, has time caused me to see things different? Is my aged vision causing a warping in the way I see? Is my mind reformatting information through different neural pathways? Where did the ideas, the big words, the creative photographs come from? Did I do that? Maybe it is just a trick of my mind.

Examples: The first image is the photo with the vellum sheet covering the page. The second image is with the vellum removed. The quote is from the book Bill Brandt Photographs 1928-1983 which was edited by Ian Jeffrey.

Old-time Photo Booths

Analog photography is still alive and does not want to go away. The latest analog news is the resurgence of old-time photo booths that still use developing chemicals and provide a black-and-white photo strip of four different poses. A company in New York called Classic Photo Booth salvages old booths and restores them. There is also a different company in Europe that refurbishes them. 

Apparently, they are a big hit and people are lining up to use them. It is another sign that people are looking for other options besides digital. I am certainly trying to do my best to keep analog alive. I still use 35mm, medium format and 8×10 large format film in my photographic work.

There are now digital “photo booths” that mimic the old-time booths. I attended a wedding where a digital “photo booth” was in operation. Actually, there is no booth involved but just a table, a backdrop, a camera, a printer, some props and an operator. A photo strip of three poses was provided. The digital booth lacked some of the spontaneity of the old-time booth where there was no operator and you enter the booth and close a curtain for some privacy. The photos took minutes to develop, wash, and dry before a strip of images dropped into a slot for pick up.

Photo booths were also used by artists in their creations. Probably the most famous was Andy Warhol and his work with portraits and self-portraits in the 1960’s which he used to produce silk screen prints.

In 2025, the photo booth is 100 years old. Let’s hope analog photography can survive another century.

Photo shot with black and white film using a vintage Olympus Stylus Epic camera. All images are copyrighted.

The Search for the Unattainable

“he, too, was one of those who pursue life as it flees, a hunter of the unattainable, like the takers of snapshots.”

            From the short story “Adventures of a Photographer” by Italo Calvino

I am not sure why photography was so associated with hunting where words such as, photo shoot, snapshot, and capture, are part of the language of photography. Historically (1800’s), the snapshot was a term used in hunting to describe a quick shot. It may have also been the sound that hunting rifles made when fired. Personally, I do not like the word “hunter” which makes me think of killing. I think most photographers are harmless. Why not just use the word photographer. In a previous post “Psychology and Photography” I stated: “I am not a hunter and I do not hunt with my camera but am constantly searching for new avenues for my photography.”  The search for the unattainable is a valid characteristic of many photographers. Despite the many failures, the drive to keep looking and photographing seems to be instinctual.

I am a photographer in search of the unattainable. I am always searching for the next great photo. It is my hope that I will get one “exceptional” image during a photo session. Basic elements such as composition, lighting, exposure and focus must be satisfied but more important is whether the image visually excites me. Does it have unique visual qualities such as an interesting juxtaposition, a certain pose or look, a special element that is an unanticipated surprise. The image must make me want to look. Unfortunately, such photos are rare but that doesn’t stop me from my photo searching. The photograph must visually rise above my other images.

It is an innate obsessiveness to find something or someone worthy of photographing. Even when I do not have a camera with me, I still see life in photographic terms. For me, there are unlimited possibilities. 

Morning Light (all photos are copyrighted)